Monday, December 25, 2017


Me:  Father, I'm going out.

"Where are you going?"

Me:  I'm not sure.

"When will you be back?"

Me:  Not sure of that either...I just need to get out.

"Ok.  I love you."

Me:  I love you too!  Maybe I'll stop by that new place you know, the one called Gaia.  I want to see what it looks like.

"My Child, it looks like every other place I've created...nothing new, nothing different, Love, energy, more Love...the same recipe!

Me:  Then why do you keep doing it?

"What do you mean?"

Me:  Why do you keep doing the same thing over and over?

"Because I Create!  That is what I do... I'm the Creator."

Me:  But don't you get tired of doing the same exact thing everyday?


Me:  Why not?  I mean what's the point of it all?

"The point is not what I Create, but what YOU make of it!!"

A Simple Christmas

A Simple Christmas

This has been a simple Christmas; yet in its simplicity, it has offered a depth of revelation, beauty, introspection and Love.

I struggled with Christmas for years.  The holidays always promised more than I ever felt they delivered.   Always, there was a sinking sensation that followed December 25th...Is that all there is?

For this season, I began early.  I resided in the knowledge that a Christmas Miracle was on its way!  There was no thought of what the miracle would be, but a true conviction that I would recognize it immediately and it would be exactly what I needed.

Additionally, I focused my actions on giving kindness to others - never believing that I had the key to what would bring them happiness, but instead asking what was wanted and then giving it with no strings attached.

Simple, direct, perfect.

My miracle arrived as an the sun bursting through a bank of clouds!  I recognized it immediately and now know that I am forever changed by this clarity and understanding.

Gifts to those who answered my queries were given in Pure Love and received with a swell of gratitude that overwhelmed and hugged me tightly!  This reaction forced me to question whether I had given or received - no doubt, probably both!

So as another December 25th fades away, I cherish simplicity of mind, body and spirit as a perfect approach to the Miracles of Christmas!

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Thanks and Giving

We come to another Thanksgiving where people hustle, shop, cook and plan to execute a "holiday" - perhaps not truly aware of what they are celebrating.  Thankfulness, gratitude, family, health, etc.

Over the last few years, I have had to face the loss of all my immediate family in addition to enduring great stress over my own health;  lastly, I am asking serious questions about who I am and how I became this "who" or "am".

I reflect on Facebook and why I joined it.  At first I was fascinated by being able to catch up with friends from grade school, high school and college; but as time went by, I began to form new friendships with people who were essentially strangers, but of like minds.

Perhaps I am most grateful for these new friends!  No, that is not right.  I am just thankful.

As I have wandered about social media, I have come to experience less and less of myself and my uniqueness in the world.  My borders have faded, become fuzzy and I feel myself melting into all of you, no longer an individual, but more so a part of the whole.

I take great care to post only those items that others will appreciate and find powerful, uplifting or comforting...I am exhilarated when I find a video or photo or article which I know suits another friend perfectly - they will know they matter, also as part of a greater whole.

So, as these holidays approach and I shed grateful and loving tears for the family who is gone, I also smile at my new perspective-being part of All That Is and no longer separated by a need to be different, contrary or even outstanding!

I am One with All and for today, that is a very thankful place to be.

Monday, October 30, 2017


I am so thankful to say, my commitment to healing and spiritual growth continues as miracles keep coming!

My doctor's appointment went great and I realize just how much I have released fear, judgement and lack of forgiveness.  Because of this and replacing that space with Pure
Love and gratitude, my body has become healthy and strong again!

I am working out like I used to and truly enjoying it!  I eat right, drink water and feel blessed every day.

There is always more to do, but I love and embrace this journey!  My hope is that each and every person I come across is able to feel this for themselves.

I Am.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

What's Really Going On

Since my father passed away in February 2013, I have been extremely ill.  My thyroid failed and caused my organs to begin shutting down; nearly every four months, I was hospitalized for some crisis and was told I was close to death.  I suffered blood clots, pneumonia, anemia requiring multiple was prison.

After my last hospitalization, I vowed I would finally get well.  I worked on myself nonstop, uncovering every last shred of fear, anger, and lack of forgiveness I could find.  I stayed away from doctors thinking that I was finally healing.

Yesterday, I received a call from my doctor telling me he would not renew my thyroid medication until he saw me in his office!  I broke down, fearing the worst.  At that moment, I realized that I had not fully healed but instead had been avoiding certain issues which needed addressing!  A new lesson!

Everything went well at my appointment and I learned that avoiding is not healing.  It is essential that we dig deep, see everything clearly and go into all the unlit corners so we can illuminate what needs work.

Knowing this has helped immensely...every moment I remember my Truth is freedom.

Friday, October 6, 2017


I closed my eyes today in meditation and I did, 
I had a vision of myself in profile.  

The wind blew into my face, my hair flew back and in an instant, I was like a tree shedding its late fall body, caught by the wind, blew away, leaving my essence only.  

Immersed in colors I could never describe with words,
I remembered 

I Am.

Tuesday, September 26, 2017


I have been struggling with an issue that has bothered me for some months.  The very fact that I have no solution, but that I am overly thinking this problem is the reason I have chosen to do nothing just yet!

I know my ego is driving this struggle!

Because I have taken the time to be still, do nothing but ask for guidance from God or Holy Spirit, I have seen that this is an issue steeped in a lifetime of recognizing this, I have not entangled myself in a battle with another person, but have instead zoned in on the strength and trickery of my own ego.  My ego wants to make this someone else's fault...and why not?  If it isn't my fault, then someone else has to fix it!

What the ego doesn't know is that when I point my finger at someone or something else, I give all my power away!  That is unacceptable because I now know a different way.

Until the solution becomes clear to me, I will continue to be still and know the truth is coming.  In knowing this, I not only have the power to solve the problem, but I also have the opportunity to wipe out years of conditioning that no longer serves me.

Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Expansion Through Pain

Last night I experienced a great deal of pain from a condition from which I have suffered for years.  Recently, I have been relatively pain free so I was not expecting this surge.

My first reaction was, like most of us, to tighten up giving acknowledgement to the pain; however, in that moment of giving in, I remembered my teaching.  Instead of constricting, I relaxed and set my awareness on God and our eternal knowing of expansion!

By expanding and knowing myself NOT as a body in pain, but as an Essence of Pure Consciousness, I was able to pass through the pain and leave it!

I Am that I Am.

Saturday, September 16, 2017

What If?

What if we got it all wrong?  

What if creation was NEVER about survival of the fittest or about the FALL of man and woman?

Maybe all the dissension and struggle is only a human concept made into reality and kept there by generations and generations simply passing these beliefs down to the next group?

What if life is NOT a struggle to compete or control, but is instead moments, not dictated by time or space, but filled with indescribable joy, laughter, light, music, dance, beauty and most of all LOVE?

What if all it took to see life in this other way was just the simple act of belief?  The knowing that life is, in itself, a miracle of true abundance, perfect health and ultimate harmony?

Perhaps The Kingdom of Heaven IS within and has been there all along!

I Need Do Nothing

Lately I have been frustrated with a situation where others are failing to see MY desired outcome.  With their ineptitude, they have treated me unfairly and arrived at incredibly ridiculous conclusions!  My mind has been overwhelmed with this chatter.

I was working through my umpteenth revision of said problem when in a flash, there was stillness and I began to feel the presence of God.  I knew, in the moment, God was gazing at me hoping I would notice!

When I did pay attention, I felt this question from God:  "Why my beloved child are you so taken with convincing others when you only need trust in me?"

Within an instant, my frustration and obsession lifted - carried off where all ego based thoughts and actions go.  My entire being was filled with knowing that I need do nothing, but open myself to guidance from Creator!

Not Running

When I began seeking spiritual answers, I did so because my life seemed incredibly painful and in the depths of my soul, I knew there had to be a better way...Essentially, though I believe I was running from my pain.

Today, I have cone full circle in that I know I can experience grief, anger, pain with the understanding that these emotions are not in themselves bad, but instead are an indication that I am alive and able to feel everything without judgment assigned.

All emotions are an invitation to know oneself as the Essential Self - alive!  I find the Heart of Myself in these moments.

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Non resistance

"Enlightenment could be defined as the absence of resistance to what is, the total intimacy with whatever is taking place without any desire to reject or replace it; so intimate that there is no room for a self to separate itself out from the whole."
     ~Rupert Spira

Yesterday, this Lesson came to me in no uncertain terms!

I learned as a child to behave in certain ways to assure an outcome which felt safe to me.  

As an adult who desires to be more spontaneous and recognizes that no outcome is always assured, this behavior no longer serves me - even the thoughts behind the action require understanding, forgiveness and release.

I have learned to replace control with faith....a faith in a greater intelligence that desires the absolute best for me.  In this process, I am free to see and acknowledge that often the journey is more telling than the destination.

Sunday, September 10, 2017


"At the head of all understanding – is realizing what is and what cannot be, and the consoling of what is not in our power to change.”

Solomon ibn Gabirol

Thursday, September 7, 2017

Changing My World

Here is why I do not engage in politics:

Pointing my finger outwards towards people, places and things will NEVER fundamentally change my reality or the reality of the players in my world.

Only looking within, forgiving everyone and everything until I am only that which is infinitely pure and whole can truly alter the "outside" world because at that moment, my perspective will now be in line with Source.

Anything less than this is a half measure and unacceptable.

- After writing the above, someone commented that I should not diminish the strides political activism has response:

I wrote something, but erased it because it didn't really capture my point.  There is nothing to my world except my perception of it.  (Same with you...everything and everyone in your world is based on your perception.).

If I align my vision only with Absolute Pure Infinite Love (Creator/Source/God/Consciousness) then my perspective radically shifts to one which no longer sees imperfection at all.

At this point, in my world, there is no longer a need for politics, judgment, anger, fear...etc., because anything not in line with my above defined vision cannot exist.

Simple - yes!  Easy - no.  But I will continue this path until I achieve this state of being.

- Someone questioned how I could just ignore getting punched in the face.  My response was this:

What I do say, and I was clear this is for MY path, that I can only make significant changes in MY world by changing how I perceive the world completely!  This is a working process, a rigorous, but exciting journey...not just pie in the sky hoping that I just won't get punched in the face by smiling at everyone!

No...this is questioning EVERYTHING I have been taught by people and experiences outside of myself...finding a different way of seeing, perceiving and eventually experiencing these things then using forgiveness to the ultimate degree to move away from ALL fear, anger, judgment, etc.

As I do this, my challenge is to become Absolute Pure Infinite Awareness (Love or Beauty) which by definition has NO opposites.  At this moment of transition, everything is unified into perfection.

Friday, August 25, 2017

My Time with Angels

One day many years ago, I arrived home from work and realized there was enough light left in the day to ride to Griffith Park, loop around it and come home.  I got dressed, put on my helmet and set off.

At the second major intersection, I had a full green light with no traffic so I started across...suddenly, I heard the sharp squeal of tires burning against pavement.  I looked up to see a car coming straight for me and within a nanosecond I knew they were aiming to hit me on purpose!

Something within me told me I would not survive the impact.  I let go.  I mean I really surrendered with only one thought, "Please God, don't let it hurt."  

Then nothing.  Time stopped.

THUMP! The car hit me - not the bike, but me, straight on.  I flew up into the air.

Suddenly, I felt the softest hand take my left shoulder and another hand take my right.  As if I were nothing but a feather, these two hands, which by now I knew were two Angels, lifted me ever so gently into the air and placed me oh, so softly on the ground!

Sprawled on my back on the pavement, I looked up into the faces of two men who laughed at the job they had done and screamed off into the evening!  Several cars followed them, believing they had intentionally murdered me - after all, no one could have survived that hit.

I was taken to the hospital.  I had only one puncture would on my lower leg and some sore muscles.  The police never pursued the men and the car they were driving was stolen.

I was alive!  The bike was not, but I was!

I was more alive than I had been because I knew unequivocally that my Angels were real and were constantly protecting me.

Thursday, August 24, 2017

A Strange and Wonderful Journey

Many years ago when I was beginning my spiritual journey of discovery, I was graced with meeting with two very powerful women who could work with energy and "hold space".

Because they were so strong, I knew I could work with them and not hold back my own energy - my energy was powerful, but I knew it would never overwhelm them.

I was having some trouble controlling the power of my energy that came from my solar plexus.  I found that there were times when I could physically push people away just with this energy.  I needed to understand more about this and how to use it properly.

I worked first with one woman at her house, and then after a couple of hours, her friend appeared...we were taking a tour of the house which was built by my friend's father on Mt. Washington in the Los Angeles area.  This location has extremely powerful energy in its own right and there is also a spiritual center located there.

We were completing the tour when suddenly I felt the most intense pain go through my throat, chest and solar plexus.  I could barely remain standing.  I tried to breathe through it and relax, but the pain was so severe - my mother had passed away at age sixty from a heart attack while she slept. Her brother had died at age forty-five from the same, so of course I was worried - actually downright afraid.

My friends could  see this was something big, so they asked me if they could help from an energy standpoint.  "YES!" I gasped.  I stood up and had one friend in front of me and the other woman at my back with her hand between my shoulder blades.  I closed my eyes.

First, I was in total darkness. I seemed to be stuck or held in place...nothing could move.

My friend in front of me realized she was blocking the energy from flowing freely, so she got up and moved slightly - Everything opened up!

Whoosh!  Suddenly, although still in complete darkness, I knew I was spirit only, but now I could feel my mother's spirit.  Her essence was literally wrapped around my spirit holding and protecting me!

As I listened, I could hear the voice of Mother Craddock (my mom's great-grandmother - she adored my mom)!  She was calling my mom by her nickname, "Dinny".  "Dinny, she is safe now.  She has found her way, you can let her go and she will be protected."  My mom took a few beats.  The pain in my chest was crushing me.

After that moment, my mom released me and moved into the arms of her beloved great-grandmother.  The pain was gone!  I expanded.

My mom, Mother Craddock and I said our good-byes and I thanked my mom for making sure I found my path and was safe!  They moved on into light.  I opened my eyes and I knew I had been totally transformed!

My friends talked with me for quite some time after that.  I noticed they were staring at my face!  At the same time, they both exclaimed that I looked different physically. They assured me I was fine, but told me not to be surprised if I saw the change when I looked in the mirror!

I wasn't worried... something major had shifted within me.  After this experience, I had a full understanding of something that had bothered me from the moment my mother had died - I could not feel her outside of me!  I always thought I should sense her presence near me; of course, I had no idea that all this time she had literally been One with me!  In fact, someone I highly respect talks about this experience as an expression of Oneness - that is very accurate.

I changed dramatically that day and ever since...I walk my path with the Angels, Jesus and God directing me.  I know death is only a doorway into another dimension.   Since that day, I have been blessed to have many occurrences of epiphanies and miracles occur in my life.

This is a strange, but wonderful journey we walk!

Friday, August 18, 2017

I Stand For Love.

Every single day that I am blessed enough to wake up, I stand for Love.

Not romantic or friendship love, but the pure, infinite Love deemed by our Creator.

Because I come from this place every minute of every hour, I do not need to stand against anything as standing against something acknowledges its existence.


Release, Forgive & Love

You cannot simply ignore or remove hate, ugliness, pain or suffering.

You have go into it, immerse yourself, wrestle with it and dance with it until this dance becomes a waltz of forgiveness and ultimately a full recital of Love.

Then the power of the darkness is fully illuminated and cannot frighten or destroy you or anyone else any further.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017


" I – luminous, open, empty Awareness – am the truth of your Being and am eternally with you, in you, as you, shining quietly at the heart of all experience. Just turn towards Me, and acknowledge Me, and I will take you into Myself. "

- Rupert Spira

Monday, August 14, 2017

Frontier Spirit Unbound

"Shhhh! She is traveling between worlds right now. You can see her holding the tension of not knowing ~ she is simply breathing into her unanswered questions. 

Sometimes she drinks her coffee with quaking hands, not knowing where her relationship or her bank account is going. But this time, she is holding onto the tension of not knowing, and is not willing to hit the panic button. 

She is unlearning thousands of years of conditioning. She is not being split between the opposing forces of fight and flight. She is neither na├»ve nor ignorant. 

She is a frontier woman, paving new roads & making new choices. 

She is willing to make a new transcendent possibility emerge. You may see her now ~ standing at thresholds, or at crossroads ~ breathing into her body ~ intently listening for inner signals.

She's learning new navigation skills as she arrives at a most magical moment of her life." 

~ Sukhvinder Sircar

Your Glory

"In my deepest wound,
  I saw Your glory
 And it astounded me."

-  St. Augustine

Sunday, August 13, 2017

I, You

"No coming, no going. No after, no before. I hold you close, I release you to be free, I am in you and and you are in me.''

~Thich Nhat Hanh

Monday, August 7, 2017


" If we can really understand the problem, the answer will come out of it, because the answer is not separate from the problem."

~ Jiddu Krishnamurti

Pure Awareness

"Therefore treat people, animals or objects of the world not as people, animals, or objects of the world, but as they truly are, made out of pure Awareness alone, made out of your Self alone."

- Rupert Spira

Non Duality

"A man who knows that he is neither body nor mind 
cannot be selfish, for he has nothing to be selfish for.
Or, you may say, he is equally 'selfish'
on behalf of everybody he meets; 
everybody's welfare is his own."

- Sri Nisargadatta 

Saturday, August 5, 2017


Sadly I trusted someone for the second time and my trust was betrayed.  I feel angry, deceived, sad and vengeful in ways.

What I KNOW, however is quite different:

This is an opportunity for me to learn, to forgive and to heal!

For whatever reason, this Lesson came up again in my life in nearly the exact same way as it had before...clearly, there is an issue or void within me that needs work.

Yes, I could choose to just stay angry at the other person and cast out all my power towards them, but what or who would that serve?

So, I have a moment in time to reflect on why I am facing this problem again...what have I not healed within myself that is asking for assistance?

This process takes time.  I must dig down, below the surface, and release everything that is blocking my path to Awareness/Love.

What a glorious challenge!  I am grateful for this gift!

As I begin to let go of the anger, hurt, and betrayal, I am shown amazing insights into myself and my relationship to a greater Presence who I call God.

I have not finished;  I have only just begun my lesson...but as I continue on this path I am reminded of the following:

"Just as a screen is never truly obscured, let alone harmed by any image, although it is one with all images, so our essential nature of pure Awareness is never veiled or hurt by any appearance of the body, mind or world, although it is intimately one with all such appearances."

~ Rupert Spira

Healing Errors, Sin. Forgiveness.

When I perceive that someone has done something to me, it is really my subconscious trying to illustrate some issue within me that is not healed.

Why do I project that particular error onto my brother or sister?  

To understand and heal this, I must go deep to find the source of that projection - why that exact error?  Sometimes it is like peeling an onion, there are many layers all of which can cause tears...but keep going to the origination of the so-called sin.

Once you find THAT and have healed it, forgiven it, you never have to do that error again.

(If the same sin reoccurs, then you know that you did not find the source of the sin and there is more work to do.)

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Self Realize

Being self realized has nothing to do with decisions and actions, but exists separately- in a place bound by stillness and silence.  This is where I continue to urge all of us to go.

It is in these moments where we find who we are, as well as who we are in relation to one another. This is the realm where ALL relationships are healed, grown and allowed to blossom.

Get quiet, be alone, find the calm, the stillness - know the space between breaths and is where answers, directions and purpose reside.  Any other place is of human creation, locked in the illusion of space and time.

In fairness to yourself, go to this place until you find there is nowhere to go because you are already there.

Friday, July 21, 2017


I am pure INFINITE awareness (Love).

As such, I never change.

Consequently, no outside experience can alter my essence of being which is awareness (Love).

Therefore, I can play, dance, run and enjoy EVERY aspect of life, even the painful ones, knowing that I cannot be anything other than Love.

This is my freedom.

I Am

I am committed to Truth.

I am Awareness.

I am NOT a separate self, a person with a body or mind, a woman or a member of a race.



Thursday, June 15, 2017


I asked God, " Tell me my name, tell me who I am."

He replied, "My precious child, you are my breath."

A continued conversation...
If I am your breath, then what?

"You become free. You are a leaf in the wind."

Friday, June 2, 2017


Why I don't say:  "I must speak my truth."

I haven't yet achieved Truth, which is unchanging and infinite, coming only from my all loving Creator, which is also eternal and infinite.

What I do know and live in is information and belief, both of which change constantly and are influenced by others ever shifting ideas and beliefs.

When I do achieve Truth, speaking about it won't matter!

Wednesday, May 17, 2017


Let me first say I do not believe God to be what has been defined by the various religions of our world. God, in my mind, has always been an infinite and eternal source of perfect love and light. It never made sense to me that an all perfect Creator could make man/woman, supposedly made in God's image, so imperfect. This does not fit. Anything eternal, and all perfect could only create the same; therefore, man/woman was created in the same perfection as God. The imperfection is a human construct. Sin is a human invention. But again, how could these even exist if human are created to be all perfect? I found these answers in A Course in Miracles. This Course put together what I knew to be true of science and combined it with what I knew to be true of God. It also explained what I knew to be false about organized religion. I urge each of you to find your own path to experiencing everyday miracles as I now experience. Just remember, anything that is absolutely perfect cannot be destroyed and is not real or God made. Work from the inside out until you know the Truth.

An Inside Job

You cannot find Truth from the outside in. You must be willing to remove all the blocks you have to love through forgiveness....this is an inside job. No amount of focus on that which is human can lead you to God's Truth. The ego will fight you every inch of the way. You must be willing to give up what you believe, with your human mind, in order for belief to be replaced by what you Know....what you Know comes directly from God through Holy Spirit.

God, Angels and Miracles

Sometime ago I was riding my bike to Griffith Park for one loop around the whole park, then home. I approached an intersection where I had a full green, but I was cautious nonetheless. As I began to cross, I saw a car speed out from a gasoline station/mini market. I knew immediately and intuitively that they were aiming for me to run me down! I prayed, knowing I was about to die. I said "God, please don't let it hurt." At that moment I felt one Angel take my right shoulder and one Angel take my left...they softly placed me down on the pavement and cushioned my head as I hit! I looked up and saw the two me lean out of the window, laugh at me and take off! Four cars followed them thinking they had killed me. The policeman would not go after them claiming he had to wait for the detectives!! Their car was stolen and they were gone...apparently the gas station refused to sell them beer as they were already drunk so they took their anger out on me. I had one tiny puncture on my leg!! The bike and helmet were mangled! Years later, in rush hour traffic on the 101 freeway heading east bound, I was cut off and oversteered causing my car to spin around facing an oncoming truck! I had no control of the car and again surrendered myself over to God's will, even taking my hands off the wheel! My car came to rest on the shoulder of the freeway, still facing backward into oncoming traffic, but I had not hit anything!! The power of God, prayer and surrender is beyond our grasp!! I have never feared death since.

Terminally Unique Ego

Our human egos want us to believe we are "terminally unique" - that our story is so very different and so much more painful than anyone could possibly know. On top of that, it is terribly important for everyone else to understand just how much we have had to endure because somehow in their acknowledgment of our pain, we may be healed!! For many years, my ego and I held people hostage with this thinking. When I gave, I gave with a silent agreement that I would receive something in return, especially if I was experiencing hard times. Of course, I never knew how to ask for what I needed, but I expected others to know and give it freely. And I certainly did not know how to listen for God's voice or for the answers to my prayers! Just thinking about what I wanted should be enough! Clearly these methods never worked and I was permanently disappointed and believed I was meant to be punished. Little did I realize that I was my very own judge, jury and executioner! I was yours as well. Today, I have peace, miracles and joy when I allow myself to be as God created me - in his/her image of infinite love, light and perfection! Release your egos...cast them out into the nothingness from where they came! Do this with unconditional forgiveness and allow yourself to live in The Kingdom of Heaven NOW. I promise you, there is nothing like it!!❤️

Thursday, May 4, 2017

The "Big Bang"?

Lately I have been having flashes of visions that I know to be from Holy Spirit... Last night the Big Bang was mentioned and as I paused to think for a moment about this idea I saw and explosion of light into stars and heard this raucous deep laughter! Wondering what in the world, Holy Spirit whispered that what we call the Big Bang was our perfect eternal Creator enjoying the Creation!

The Ego

The ego is a tricky creature. It will charm us into believing it is giving us gifts of desire and motivation, all the while reinforcing our illusion of separation from each other and God. Don't be fooled into listening to ego...the only truth is in listening to the loving, gentle guidance of Holy Spirit. In love and light.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Gratitude for Guidance

As I continue my own healing, I have realized that any sort of obsessively "healthy" or self destructive behavior is only reinforcing the illusion that we ARE our bodies!

I owe this part of my healing to A Course in Miracles.  I am forgiving myself and as I do, I hear the loving guidance whispered to me by Holy Spirit nudging me gently towards Atonement!

The light that emanates from within me now is as bright as the first breakthrough of sunlight after storms have washed through...


Monday, April 3, 2017

Our Worship of Death

Yes, this is going to raise eyebrows, but read it and think about its truth...we do spend far more time worried about our death and what will happen during and after that time, than we do getting to know the Truth and the One Source from whom we could and have never been separated...if we have never been separated and never will be, then how could there be death?  Let's rewrite our history to become a culture of LIFE and LOVE, not fear.
- Lynn

As Written by Paul West (published on Facebook 4-2-2917)

"The biggest religion in the world is the worship of death.

Just about everyone believes in it.

Just about everyone bows down and allows it to happen.

Just about everyone wants it to happen to them.

Just about everyone fears it as a result.

Just about everyone is choosing it.

Just about everyone knows someone who has experienced it.

Just about everyone thinks it is an inevitable, un-questionable truth.

Just about everyone is convinced it cannot be undone.

Just about everyone experiences it eventually even if they spend their entire lives saying they do not believe in it.

Just about everyone from any religion believes in it.

Just about everyone sabotages themselves so that it will happen to them.

Just about everyone has a death wish.

Just about everyone is suicidal.

Just about everyone wants it, loves it, adores it and worships it.

When all else is over, and all other thoughts and opinions and religions and ways of life come and go, it all ends at death's door with a worship of the idea that you must be sacrificed to please death.

Isn't it about time we started to defect from this death worship super-cult and started to believe in the reality of immortality?"

The Greatest Healer I've Ever Met

"There is no incurable, God is the greatest physician."

Bruno Groning

Letting Holy Spirit In and Seeing God

I've had such a traumatic day filled with egos here and there - mine of course.

Nothing to eat all day as I was in too much pain and too worried about someone else.

Finally made it to the store for just essentials and everyone was so kind!  As I was exiting an aisle, a box display of children's Easter books toppled over and books flew everywhere.

Why must they put these displays where they know a cart can't go by it?

Just then as I begin, in horrific pain, trying to put things back, a young man in his early twenties, stopped to help me!

I saw him as God.  I had forgotten the other kind ones, but finally HS got through to me and standing in front of me, helping me put a display back was God!!!!

What a miracle!

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

We Are Perfection

To all ...know this because you only exist as one with Source/Creator/God...there is nothing but this because perfection knows nothing else.


My dear Angels,

Take what you like and leave the rest....

Prior to this hospitalization, I had a conflict with a dear friend.  We forgave.  That night, I dreamt she was the most ethereal celestial being I had ever seen.  She was a shimmering silver and blue color...I knew she saw me as the same because we are One.

In the hospital as I was enduring bad food, pain, sleepless nights, etc. I would close my eyes and see an elongated star in the most amazing pearl blue, violet and silver shimmers ever.

Inside this star was the holograph of a man.  I knew him to be JESUS.  His arms reached for me to comfort every inch of my being.  I knew I was surrounded by a true and only love that is not known in this Illusion called Earth.

Today, the Universe we think we see disappeared for me...after which I heard the most beautiful laughter coming from Source, because I was finally awake to the truth. ❤

PS...God/Source has an amazing laugh and humor!  How incredible.

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

What I Must Do

I see so many people not making suggestions but TELLING all of us who we should be and what/how we should get there.  I fall into the same trap.  And then BOOM!  Spirit hits me hard, or whispers gently to remind me that I am not finished fixing me yet.

How can I go around telling others what is wrong with them when I still have so much to discover, uncover and discard within me?

This does not take away from the true perfection that we all are once we awaken from the illusion; however, awakening from the illusion is my most important commitment.

I cannot judge others when I am still run by EGO and fear.  Until I know and live perfect God-like, unconditional love, I am too busy taking my own inventory to be concerned with taking yours.

I hope this is something you will think about.  ❤️

Sunday, January 15, 2017


I woke up the other morning with an epiphany!  Life is too short to spend it upset, in guilt, in fear or hatred, or in anger.

No perfect father who created everything would create anything but infinite, unconditional love.

Therefore, that is how I would now live.  No linger would I project out blame, anger, fear and guilt.  Now I would question ALL that I had been taught by those who had been taught throughout the many years of societies.  I would no longer be ruled by resentments and labels that supposedly described me!

I was none of those things.  Instead I was a creation of perfection, brilliance and infinite light ...made amidst unconditional love.

I was, in fact, a part of Creator and if Creator knew no opposites, neither did I.  Instead, I only new how to be ONE with all.  Why would I believe anything else?  This world is merely an illusion or dream created by us so that we may wake up and realize that none of it was ever true.