Monday, October 30, 2017

Update!!

I am so thankful to say, my commitment to healing and spiritual growth continues as miracles keep coming!

My doctor's appointment went great and I realize just how much I have released fear, judgement and lack of forgiveness.  Because of this and replacing that space with Pure
Love and gratitude, my body has become healthy and strong again!

I am working out like I used to and truly enjoying it!  I eat right, drink water and feel blessed every day.

There is always more to do, but I love and embrace this journey!  My hope is that each and every person I come across is able to feel this for themselves.

I Am.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

What's Really Going On

Since my father passed away in February 2013, I have been extremely ill.  My thyroid failed and caused my organs to begin shutting down; nearly every four months, I was hospitalized for some crisis and was told I was close to death.  I suffered blood clots, pneumonia, anemia requiring multiple transfusions...it was prison.

After my last hospitalization, I vowed I would finally get well.  I worked on myself nonstop, uncovering every last shred of fear, anger, and lack of forgiveness I could find.  I stayed away from doctors thinking that I was finally healing.

Yesterday, I received a call from my doctor telling me he would not renew my thyroid medication until he saw me in his office!  I broke down, fearing the worst.  At that moment, I realized that I had not fully healed but instead had been avoiding certain issues which needed addressing!  A new lesson!

Everything went well at my appointment and I learned that avoiding is not healing.  It is essential that we dig deep, see everything clearly and go into all the unlit corners so we can illuminate what needs work.

Knowing this has helped immensely...every moment I remember my Truth is freedom.

Friday, October 6, 2017

Wind

I closed my eyes today in meditation and prayer...as I did, 
I had a vision of myself in profile.  

The wind blew into my face, my hair flew back and in an instant, I was like a tree shedding its late fall leaves...my body, caught by the wind, blew away, leaving my essence only.  

Immersed in colors I could never describe with words,
I remembered 


I Am.