Forgiveness and Light

I have spent a great deal of effort and time trying to understand and allow the idea that my mind (cause) creates a false reality and a world (effect) where so much pain exists.  That is the world I was living in last week with friends who (I believed) were causing so much pain.  

How was I going to get from the pain and disappointment to the place of forgiveness where I knew none of this was real...that my version of last week had not even happened?  I, me, myself did not have an answer except to spin the events around in my head over and over again hoping for some release!!!

It wasn't until I asked Holy Spirit to shift my mind (so I could see with right mindedness) that I received my answer!

There were no individual friends hurting me, there was no me to be hurt...we were all streaming ribbons and panels of the most beautiful light and colors ever created!

 My human eyesight was gone replaced by vision (my body itself had dissipated) and now light was all that existed.  Each person had become that incredible light, as if we all had been consumed back into our True Beings!!

In this existence there were no subjects, no objects and no time worn stories of inflicted pain!!  The All was free to be known as Infinite Perfection.

Account of my healing:  A Tough Week Rendered Into Light!

I was sitting here reminiscing about the last few days which found me squarely in the middle of ego dramas with friends.  Clearly I had some work to do involving forgiveness.

I became still and asked for the guidance of Holy Spirit.

Just then, I saw these friends as beams of beautiful light!  Powerful, bright, multicolored, shining beacons.  No longer were they bodies with personalities!  We were all part of the Light fueled by Love!

God healed my sight and gave me VISION.

Being

The following is my experience.  It began late Sunday afternoon and emerged fully by Monday morning.  There were no white lights, no booming voices, no small still whisper and no visions.  This is the best way I know to relate it:

❤️Imagine awakening one morning and knowing from inside out, you have no physical boundaries or limits!

You are everything!  Not that you are one with everything, or that your mind thinks it is everything, but you ARE everything!!

Whatever you do, you experience the ALL...if you are fearful in a situation, you are yourself, the situation as well as being the fear!  If you get angry with someone, you are the anger, yourself AND the person with whom you are angry.

Imagine taking a walk in nature and you know, not just understand, but KNOW you are the path on which you walk, the trees which grow along the path, the beautiful blue sky and clouds above you...you are more than anything you can label.

You are.

Not only are you ALL...but you are creation, energy, force, source coming out of you, being ALL!!!  You exist as Love, Light, Vibration and are infinitely able to create an entire Universe and then some.

No longer are you restricted.  Out of this ALL(you) pours or blooms everything that can be or become or is!

Finally, nothing ends or discontinues.  The ALL circles back into itself to be reborn into more ALL.  The cycle is endless.  You are endless.❤️

This Being has remained because it is Truth.  And contained within this Truth is the wonder and awe of each present moment of Existence/Being - the entire Creation.

There is nothing to be understood, comprehended or questioned.  Nothing to remember or awaken from...there is only Being, here and now.

Unconditional Love

Unfortunately very few people KNOW truly what unconditional love is..it is Love without a subject and an object.  When you arrive at this place of Love (no subject/no object) there will no longer be anything but that Love as your experience.  

People are rarely willing to go that far into self inquiry, discovery and forgiveness to lose all duality and rest wholly in the non duality of Love without ANY conditions.

Fight to the Death!!

I am in the process of trying to handle something with a medical group. It is taking an unreal about of time and energy due to the employees of said group being incredibly lazy, negative and unresponsive.

Yesterday, it was going on one month since I first made the request and by all accounts, this issue should have been resolved in two days!

I left the medical office with yet another disappointment requiring further time and waiting on my part.

As I got in my car, I wanted desperately to feel the anger and outrage my ego is entitled to feel and display after being so disrespected!  Unfortunately, my At One Self was not allowing me to go there.  I literally tried screaming and sobbing to no avail.  I just could no longer commit to being enraged!

Finally, giving up on this kind of reaction, I decided to try plummeting myself into abject despair.  Nope!  This was not going to work either.  I had no other choice but to just leave it...walk away!  Most who know me will agree this is not a comfortable position for me. I am not someone who concedes to others’ stupidity or inability.

Well...I guess, now I am conceding to my own being that is no longer defined by “out there”, but instead is committed to shining from WITHIN...!!!

It may feel a bit foreign to the “me” just yet, but to the I Am, it feels just right.

The Divine Spark

The secret of secrets is the divine spark
within each of us.
Rememberence is remembering
that which we already know
It is to get in touch with that divine spark
that God has placed within each human being.
In the Koran it says that God breathed from
the divine soul into Adam;
another way of translating that would be
that God placed a divine spark into
every human being.  And that divine spark
is the secret of secrets.
My master put it this way:
That spark in us could set the whole universe
on fire. Its greater than the universe itself
because its a spark of what is infinite.
And its within every one of us.
Who we are is far more than who we think
we are.

“To practice rememberence," you've said,
"is to unveil the knowledge and power
and beauty of this spark of God within us."

Robert Frager/Sheikh Ragip
psychologist and Sufi Master
in conversation with Jonathan Cott
On the Sea of Memory:
A Journey from Forgetting to Remembering

Copyright © Lynn Walker  2017

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Conversation

Me:  Father, I'm going out.

"Where are you going?"

Me:  I'm not sure.

"When will you be back?"

Me:  Not sure of that either...I just need to get out.

"Ok.  I love you."

Me:  I love you too!  Maybe I'll stop by that new place you created...you know, the one called Gaia.  I want to see what it looks like.

"My Child, it looks like every other place I've created...nothing new, nothing different, Love, energy, more Love...the same recipe!

Me:  Then why do you keep doing it?

"What do you mean?"

Me:  Why do you keep doing the same thing over and over?

"Because I Create!  That is what I do... I'm the Creator."

Me:  But don't you get tired of doing the same exact thing everyday?

"Never!"

Me:  Why not?  I mean what's the point of it all?

"The point is not what I Create, but what YOU make of it!!"

A Simple Christmas

A Simple Christmas

This has been a simple Christmas; yet in its simplicity, it has offered a depth of revelation, beauty, introspection and Love.

I struggled with Christmas for years.  The holidays always promised more than I ever felt they delivered.   Always, there was a sinking sensation that followed December 25th...Is that all there is?

For this season, I began early.  I resided in the knowledge that a Christmas Miracle was on its way!  There was no thought of what the miracle would be, but a true conviction that I would recognize it immediately and it would be exactly what I needed.

Additionally, I focused my actions on giving kindness to others - never believing that I had the key to what would bring them happiness, but instead asking what was wanted and then giving it with no strings attached.

Simple, direct, perfect.

My miracle arrived as an epiphany...like the sun bursting through a bank of clouds!  I recognized it immediately and now know that I am forever changed by this clarity and understanding.

Gifts to those who answered my queries were given in Pure Love and received with a swell of gratitude that overwhelmed and hugged me tightly!  This reaction forced me to question whether I had given or received - no doubt, probably both!

So as another December 25th fades away, I cherish simplicity of mind, body and spirit as a perfect approach to the Miracles of Christmas!